Noah's Ark

It has been raining non-stop since Thursday, and it isn't expected to stop until next week.

I had a dream that I was on an ark with everyone I knew, but I was in charge of who was on it, and which animals were allowed on. I just remember feeling so over-whelmed and I started crying. "I can't do this!"
but someone, I think it was Sam told me "I trust you, we all trust you, everything will be okay." . I think it was him only because whoever it was I was really comfortable with them and they were able to calm me down just by saying this.
This is also very interesting because before I had gone to sleep, Stephanie and I had a long talk about God, and the lack of him in our lives.
Maybe this was a sign.

Friday

Today was beautiful. Carly's brother is visiting for the weekend and we are having so much fun. Today we attempted to play volleyball, but noone took it seriously. It was sooo warm we decided to go to the beach. So we all got ready and headed out. After some arguingg, we decided to go to mad river beach, which is beautiful. It was ridiculously windy so we found a dune and sat on top of it. The wind was re-directed by the bushes that wrapped around us. So we sun bathed and slept. Robin woke up with sand allll over here from the wind. I got tan.Today was amazing. I am so greatful.

Best day ever

Today was THE most BEAUTIFUL day. The sun shined all day and it felt like summer.
Steven, Ryan and I started a game of baseball, to which many random people decided to join.
It was the most fun I have had in a while. The clouds and rain get old fast. its like you are stuck in a permanent depression.
After we went to pick berries, even though I know that Blackberries are in season in the fall/winter.
We got some arizona tall cans and hung out on the side walk. Apparently people don't do that up here, so everyone that went by had to slow down and shoot us weird looks. I miss you southern california, but only a little.

Just the beginning.

I have become obsessed with this ice cream, except in chocolate. When I first got here, all I would eat was ben & Jerry's, but they don't last very well in my little freezer. They become frost bitten super fast! This ice cream however, ALWAYS manages to stay creamy and smooth. Holy fuck. I am In love with this ice cream.

Anyways.......


Today, I started my second week of classes.
My schedule couldn't be more perfect.
MWF- 11 Environmental & math & wednesday I have chem lab at 5.
TR- I have chem and Econ.


My professors are sooo nice.
Im only taking 14 credits, and I feel like I need more. But then again, I need more time to perfect my chemistry skills. This is essential due to the fact that I have to take some form of chemistry for the next 3 years.
WOOOO HOOOO.

Im sitting in my room listening to CocoRosie and definately not doing the work im supposed to be doing.

Hey mandy, since you are the only one that sees this. Im re gauging my ears.
I think im going big this time. I bought a lot of 16 of them on ebay in everysize I need.

Im excited.

Love you.

More Time

I liked being home. Emphasis on the liked.
I mean, I was so freaking excited to go home, that when I got there i was dissapointed.
Everything was worse than it was when I left.
Apparently, when I come home for Christmas Ill be living in Norco, with my Aunt.
Its crazy how everything can go bad so quickly. I feel bad for my mom, she tries soo hard.
But I feel evern worse for my sister. Changing schools in the middle of Junior year? damn.
Anyways, I got my boots yesterday, they are fucking amazing.
I want it to rain now so I can wear them, even though they look like regular boots.
I want to go back to my Sammy, One week with him was not enough.
Oh yes and Hi mandy, I love you.
ps im coming to live at your house :] okay thanks!

Motion Sicknesss.

Mandy
you are the only one that will read this I think, well i bought these shoes today for my amy winehouse costume.

Riding the bus at night makes me sick. We went to get the finishing touches for our Halloween costumes tonight at the mall and of course Lily insisted on getting Chinese food.
There are by far the creepiest people on the buses here, not as in I'm going to rape you crazy, but as in I'm going to sit next to you and ramble and make no sense the entire ride. The man sits down and immediately says "I LOVE GOD". Okay sweet me too man. Then he starts rambling on about how he wants to move to a place where there are only white people and churches everywhere & how the integration of cultures is ruining america.
I tuned him out, I hate people like that, but then again he was just a crazy dude so I can't let him get to me.
26 more days till I come home to my sammy, family, and own bed.
It will be glorious.

My teacher suggested I start writing in my blog again to gte my juices flowing, and Im praying it will help.